11.17.2016

The Small Hands Blues

Like many people I know, I got ‘em bad.  

November 8, 2016, the date during which American citizens decided who would be their next president, was, at least in Baltimore where I live, a wonderfully crisp fall day. Several hours after I voted, as the results were starting to come in, I noticed that two of the three of us gathered before the LCD screen—my wife, Nirmala, and my nephew, Ranji--looked a little nervous.  I, however, remained calm.  “Hillary will definitely win, don’t worry—The American people will not elect a pathological narcissist with non-existent impulse control and with very little to offer, other than hyperbole and populist blather."

I was wrong, very wrong, about the result.  The orange-coiffed populist lost the popular vote, but won the election nevertheless. I hope I will be wrong about Trump's presidency as well, but I seriously doubt that sanguineness would be appropriate here.

Since then, I carry an inner sadness wherever I go.  This does not mean that I don’t laugh, or get absorbed in work, or celebrate family life or get together with friends.  I do all that, but when I’m alone again, sadness returns, a sensation of mournfulness similar to the recurring sorrow I felt for a long time after a friend of mine died.

I do not believe that Trump has the temperament or ability to take on the most difficult and powerful job in the world.  Maturity? Integrity in a man who was the head of the disgraceful birther movement for years before he took that photo-op ride down an escalator, thus beginning a terrible reality show which people who don’t watch terrible reality shows cannot turn off, because it’s now part of their lives? How did we all get sucked into the other side of the screen?  Four years of bad programming without a break—even a commercial for the latest drug to unplug the impacted would look good now.

Someone far less mature than Dorothy will soon be challenged by Putins and Palins and ISIS's dares--oh, my! I admit it, I'm scared. (I predict that after two or three years, perhaps even earlier, his base, the white working class, will be so enraged at his failure to "make America great again" that a majority of those who supported him will have a severe case of voters' remorse.  Worse things than that can happen, and likely will.  I also predict, however, that we'll all get by somehow, diminished, yet alive).

I refuse, however, to spend more time than necessary sleeping on a comfy bed.  I intend to spend many waking hours standing up for what I believe in.  My motto: I’m too old to argue and too young to give up.

I’m retired and shy and have very little influence and power.  (I hope you, dear reader, are in a position to do far more important things than I--Please proceed!)  Still, in this public excerpt from a private diary, hoping to inspire insects and eagles to fly a little higher, a wounded yet ardent believer in the butterfly effect promises the following:

1. From now on, I’m a White Ambassador—If I ever hear anyone who looks like me denigrate anyone who doesn’t, I will politely and vociferously disagree.

2. I will reserve time to work as a volunteer to do some good for others.

3. I will contribute to charities that support neighbors threatened by Trump’s transient regime.

4. I will not demonize any group, including that of the white working class, out of which I came.   
     
S  Since people who think like me will be singing the blues for the next four years,  I’ll be playing the blues on the piano as well.  Lots of practice--and reading and writing--ahead.  (I’ll be posting my attempts on YouTube to keep a record of my progress.  You’re kindly invited to ignore them all.)


La lucha continua—Sin armas y sin rencor!

First Example of The Small Hand Blues, November 27, 2016




After the November 2016 U.S. election, I realized that I will be singing the blues for the next four years--so I might as well play them as well. Every two months or so, I will record and post an edition of "The Small Hands Blues." The present recording gives ample evidence that I am terrible at blues playing at the moment, and need lots of practice and training. Let's see what progress four years can bring. The last sentence can be applied to presidential progress as well. I'd like to be optimistic; I'd like not to have full confidence in Mr. Trump's lack of ability.and lack of civility. Even since he led the birther movement, however, I've believed I have his number, and it's very close to zero. What to do? Practice: you're gonna be playing the blues for a long time!

11.15.2016

From the Poetry Workshop of José Garcia Villa, 1970--Part l

1.

José Garcia Villa, a leading poet during the 1940s and 1950s and still read today, (his collected poems were published by Penguin in 2008).  His three major books, Have Come Am Here, published in 1942, Volume ll, published in 1949, and Selected Poems and New, published in 1958, have a prominent place on my bookshelf to this day.  His work received great acclaim from critics and poets alike.  According to Dame Edith Sitwell, “The best of these poems are amongst the most beautiful written in our time.”  He was also the recipient of many awards and was for many years the nominee of the government of The Philippines for a Nobel Prize in literature.

In 1957, he  published a long poem in the Times Literary Supplement entitled, The Anchored Angel.  It was supposed to be followed by Part ll, which, unfortunately, was never completed.  José never wrote a poem again, although he lived for forty more years.

He hardly remained idle, however.  He turned his talent to teaching, just as he turned from painting to the writing of short stories,(Footnote to Youth, 1933, was championed by Sherwood Anderson); from story writing to poetry; and finally, from writing poetry to teaching young authors the essentials of this essential, essentially non-paid profession.  It was clear to us all, that despite his abrasive personality, it was indeed a privilege to be in his class. He was a truly outstanding teacher.

I first met him when my brother, who was an avid admirer, took me to one of his classes at the New School in, I think, 1969.  Villa left teaching at the New School a few years thereafter.  He also taught students at this apartment; these sessions were designed for those  who had more than a passing interest in the composition of poems.
Recently, I found the notes I took during one semester in 1970.  We all thought that he would eventually publish a book about the technique of writing poetry, but this never happened.  Since Villa is still the subject of university study, I thought publishing these notes would prove to be of some interest.  Although some of the material might appear to modern students of poetry to be somewhat outdated, there are still many lessons to be learned from him today.  This is the second (and the major reason) I decided to make them public, namely, those interested in poetry will find, I believe, gems that have been buried in my notebook for nearly fifty years.  (Readers are invited to google an essay of mine, The Poetry of José Garcia Villa, for more background material.)

2,



This is the historic photo taken on November 8, 1948 at the famous Gotham Book Mart on W 49th Street in New York City. (The book store is no longer there.) José is in the back row next to W.H.Auden who is standing on the ladder.  Most of the writers in this picture are still very well known.

3.

José lived in Greenwich Village, on Greenwich Avenue.  I don’t know when he first began renting his apartment there, but by the look of the faded paint on the walls, it had already been a long time before I took my first course with him there in 1970.  (The apartment management periodically offered to paint it, but José would have to move the furniture and clutter around the walls first, which he always declined to do.) It was basically a first floor studio apartment, consisting of a large oblong room with a small kitchen off to the right and a small bedroom off to the left. The room was nearly filled with a large table, around which students sat, with José at the table’s head.  Aside from the chairs around the table, the furniture consisted of two inexpensive brown couches that had seen better days.  I remember a very weird statue to the left, a gift that some artist had given him.

We took turns bringing a bottle of Seagrams gin to each session.  It was placed on a counter in the kitchen; José supplied the paper cups.  We entered the kitchen whenever we needed a drink--which was often.  We always drank it neat.

We begin with my notes from a session in 1970.  I must admit that my notes do not give an accurate indication of the dynamism of the classes.  My mind sometimes wandered; I often doodled on the margin of the page.  This was not José’s fault; I was easily distracted in those days by my own thoughts. I had, of course, no idea that I would be entering my notes into a computer nearly fifty years later.  (Personal computers were the stuff of science fiction in those days.)  I wish my notes were better, but some idea of the sessions comes across nevertheless.  

We begin with the first entry, which is undated; I presume it occurred on February 4, 1970, since my notes for the following weekly session are dated February 11, 1970.




Notes from the Workshop                            
Session One: February 4, 1970

Robert Frost: Poets need a special kind of courage for a special type of punishment. José: it entails more fun than punishment.

Techne=Art
Technique is the means to accomplish this.  Art is greater than technique

For this class, technique is the goal; a poetic constitution; poetics, poetry’s Magna Carta.  The theory of the poem; technical poetics.  Principles underlying art: the how.

Dylan Thomas: The lines of poetry are pieces of poetry moving toward a poem.

Sontag: art reinvents language.

William Faulkner: the goal of the artist is to arrest motion by artificial means.

Technique has to be learned.

Student to Robert Graves, “What is bad poetry?” Graves’s response: “Yours!”

There is good bad poetry, and bad good poetry.  (If really bad, the poems become classics of their kind, as found in “The Stuffed Owl,” a collection of bad poetry.)

Bad good Poetry—good form but should be prose due to content.

Synthetic poems: costume jewelry instead of real gems.

There are many unnecessary poems written by unnecessary poets.

The good poet knows when he fails.

The artist is the cool scientist serving the subtle dreamer.

Valéry:  a poem is a marvelous little crystal system.

Some poems struck terror into Mallermé because they were so beautiful.

Behind bad poetry is the genuine emotion of the bad poet.

Emerson: people don’t deserve good writing because they like bad writing so much.

A poet is expected to do the impossible.

Two basic problems in poetry: 1.Technical; 2. Linguistic

Gide: Every work is a problem solved.

Ortega Y Gasset: writing entails considerable risk—like bull fighting.

The medium is not only a vehicle, but also an obstacle—Mastery and helplessness.

Poetry moves only in harness; a poet wants it to be difficult.

One needs natural facility and acquired difficulty.

Carl Ruggles: if no obstacles, watch out.  Stumbling blocks must become stepping stones.

Lead yourself into chains then try to get out of them--Dance in your chains!

Thomas: Thank God writing is daily more difficult.

Notes: José often ended the class with a “found poem”—José was a true master in this genre, as we shall see.  Here, in the first class, he informs the students about a regular class assignment.  He will write on the board a poem needing correction, or a piece of prose for us to versify.  We had to versify it for the next class, paying special attention to the movement of the lines.  We weren’t allowed to edit the assignment, although some words could be omitted to tighten up the language  He demanded “not just visual order—lines must have the right movement.”  Many of the classes ended with an exercise in versification.  We would write our version on the board; fellow students would then comment.  As one might expect, José revealed the master version, his version, at the end.  He was indeed a true master of versification.  At the end of the first class, he gave an example of one of his "found poems", which follows. I did not record the original source of the prose.

     
                   Light was blue
                        with the color of this bird
                        going through it—
                   And he, between

                   his wings easily
                         turned bluer, where water
                        was, where fish
                   were in water:

                   Where blue coming
                        through blue became something
                        other: became
                   light in circles

                  without stopping
                      until one circle was
                     abruptly his
                 wide, white eye.



(To be continued)

11.09.2016

President Trump--What a Nightmare!

1.
Then again, maybe I'm wrong.

"Inequality is a problem."  Maybe not.  "Climate Change is the major challenge of our time,"  You whine. "Women deserve equal pay, equal say, and the right not to be groped."  Nope.  "Racism is horrible.  We must overcome."  God, you're dumb. "Reasonable gun control is important."  You should be shot.   "Citizens United undermines democracy."  Why not try theocracy?  "Every worker deserves to receive a living wage."  For a prince, yes, but not for a page. "We need to keep calm."  We need to bomb.  "We need to fight for human rights!"  Especially for whites.

No, no, no.  All those responses sound like translations from a foreign language--quite possibly Russian.

2.
What went wrong?   The Democratic Party believes in inclusiveness.  But maybe it hasn't been inclusive enough.

I saw the electoral maps on TV.  In many states, nearly all the counties were colored red.  A few islands (where the cities are) were colored  blue.  The reds were rural and white.  The people who lived in the red sea demanded that the waters be parted so that a new Moses could lead the chosen people to the promised land.  Trump, the new Moses--OMG!

The Democratic Party practiced identity politics.  Many whites, especially working-class whites, felt powerless and left-out. Those are dangerous emotions, both for them and for the rest of us.  Their brains had been programmed by years of Republican manipulation: memes replaced analysis; anger replaced sobriety.

The white working-class was dismissed by many liberal pundits as a bunch of racists who couldn't accept diversity.  Lord knows, that is indeed a major part of the problem.  But the root cause of their despair is a feeling of powerlessness and decline, intensified by memories of the "good old days."  When people feel helpless, they seek scapegoats.  Since racism is in our drinking water, it's not surprising that they have tried to quench their thirst with that corrosive-filled liquid that is even more destructive than Flint's

I think the Democrats should have stressed that they were on the side of the white working class as well.  Instead, they largely ignored them. We all will be suffering from that omission for a long time.

Why should Democrats reach out to a group that is so full of hate?  I will give you an analogy.  When I practiced  pediatrics, I was confronted over the years by many cases of child abuse.  A child with a broken arm was found to have healed fractures in other bones, indicating abuse.  You of course react with anger, but you do your best to hide it.  Let's say, as is frequently the case in very young children, that the mother did it.  Before the child is returned to the mother--most abused children, by the way, eventually return to the care of their parent or parents-- you do your best to see to it that the mother's life is improved.  Get the child in day care, for instance.  See to it that the mother has opportunities for herself, time to unwind, counseling, educational opportunities, etc.  In short, when you make the mother happier, you are doing a lot to ensure the safety of the child.

Demonizing the white working-class as a bunch of racist rednecks was a grave mistake. Ignoring them almost amounted to the same thing.

3.
After finding out that Trump had won, I went to bed.  When I got up, I couldn't find my slippers.  In the dark, I stepped into a pool of cat vomit.  As I cleaned off the muck, I thought to myself, "What a perfect way to begin the first day of Trump's triumph."

4.
Too many of us are getting news off the internet.  Too many of us listen to those who share the listeners' anger.  Too many of us don't read.  Too many of us spend far too much times watching TV or streaming movies or playing with mobile devices.   Is this the way we get the government we deserve?  Yes, indeed.

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Has our politics degenerated into a reality show?  Maybe it's even worse.  Maybe we're part of a minor recitative in a major opera.  In Bellini's opera, Norma, the eponymous Druid princess is asked to lead a rebellion against Rome.  This being an Italian opera, the audience knows that she is secretly in love with a Roman.  She is reluctant to fight against her lover's homeland, and tells the Druid warriors  the following:  (My translation.)

I am able to read the books of fate,
the name of Rome is written
on the pages of death.
Rome will fall one day,
but not through you--
Rome will be brought down by its own vices;
consumed by them Rome will perish.
Await the hour, the fatal hour
when the grand decree will be accomplished.

I never thought that Norma's warning could apply to us.  Although I still hope it doesn't, I am no longer sure it won't.

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That's all for today.  I need a drink.

10.31.2016

Osher Essays: 1. Keats and Religion


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On a day in May, many years ago, I decided to rest, and perhaps even meditate, in one of Christopher Wren’s fine churches—I forget which one.  I had been walking in London for several hours, when body and spirit informed me it was time to sit down.  The church, aside from me and one or two others, was empty.  I appreciated the silence, but it was not to last.  A voice over the church’s loud speaker soon announced that it was Pentecost,  commemorating the day when, according to legend, the Holy Ghost descended upon the disciples of Jesus.  (A rather tasteless bit of spooky music, which indicated, presumably, the advent of the Trinity’s third person, accompanied the disembodied voice that informed the three or four of us in the church that it was indeed Pentecost).  After a minute or so of information about the all-but-forgotten holiday, the voice proclaimed the following prayer:

Almighty God, the fountain of all goodness,
We humbly beseech thee to bless
Philip Duke of Edinburgh, Charles Prince of Wales,
And all the Royal Family,
Endow them with thy Holy Spirit;
Enrich them with thy heavenly grace,
Prosper them with all happiness;
And bring them to thine everlasting kingdom
Through Jesus Christ our Lord.
Amen

They’ve got to be kidding, I thought to myself.  Can anybody take this prayer seriously anymore?  Poor Prince Charles, brought down to the level—or perhaps even below it—of an average citizen by the scythes of the popular press! Perhaps some would defend such claptrap with one word: tradition. But a tradition without substance (regarding the royal family) reduces all those words about God to a tradition without substance as well.  

In Keats’s day, “Charles Prince of Wales” in the above-quoted prayer would have been replaced by “George Prince of Wales,” who served as Prince Regent (hence the term Regency England) from 1811 to the year of Keats’s death, 1821, after which he reigned as George lV.  (His father, King George lll, had been declared incompetent, due to illness.) 

If Keats, a liberal, sympathetic to the Whigs, had heard that version of the prayer, or something similar to it, (which he probably did), he would hardly have sunk to his knees.  (He wouldn’t have been in church in the first place).

Royalty-bashing didn’t begin in the twentieth century.  When a conservative newspaper declared the fat, fatuous, and philandering Regent to be “the Glory of the People,”  and an “Adonis of Loveliness.” Keats’s good friend, Leigh Hunt, felt he had to set the record straight.  He wrote in his influential journal, The Examiner, that the Prince was “a corpulent man of fifty, a violator of his word, a libertine over head and ears in disgrace, a despiser of domestic ties, and the companion of gamblers and demireps.” For this Hunt received a two-year jail term, albeit under such comfortable conditions that would enrage the likes of the redoubtable Sheriff of Maricopa County, Joseph Arpaio, who, I doubt, knows anything about  Keats’s poetry or the times in which the poet  lived. (We Americans can indeed be proud of the First Amendment, the strongest guarantor of free speech in the world.  Even today, it is much easier to sue for libel in the United Kingdom than it is in the United States).

Yes, the liberal Keats would have scorned the aforementioned prayer.  But what if the references to the royal family were taken out?  What was Keats’s view of Christianity?

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The seventeenth century was the swan song of religious dogmatism—at least among artists and scientists.  (True, the deeply religious Bach died in 1750, but he composed, largely unnoticed at the time, in a cultural backwater, where Lutheranism was practiced in a more or less unchanged way for over a century.  Bach, at the time of his death, was considered to be quite old-fashioned; music had changed, as evinced by the compositions of his sons, as well as the intellectual Zeitgeist, which had yet to trickle down to ordinary citizens.  And trickle down it did.  Conventional religion has been losing ground to reason and science ever since, a process which continues apace in Western culture.  Would Bach have written traditional, albeit glorious, music if he had been born a century later?  A rhetorical question!

The Age of Enlightenment, which took place, roughly, during the eighteenth century, emphasized two worthy adversaries of conventional religion, reason and science.  One of the towering figures of the Enlightenment, Immanuel Kant declared that one could never know the "thing in itself," since all our knowledge is obtained through the senses.  Our senses could be wrong—therefore, we can never be sure of any revelation supposedly coming from beyond them.  When the great scientist La Place was asked by Napoleon whether God had any place in his world-view, he replied, “I have no need for that hypothesis, Your Majesty.”   Scientists and secularists, in increasing numbers, have given variations on this response ever since.

Keats was hostile to the traditional religion of his culture, The Church of England, for a variety of reasons.  First, Keats, a liberal from the working class, had little use for a church that was so strongly linked to the conservative aristocracy.  Second, although Keats was a “monk of the Imagination” he was also grounded in reason.  He once wrote in a letter, “You know my ideas about Religion..I do not think of myself more in the right than other people and (I think) nothing in this world is provable.”  Spoken like a true son of Kant!  Why should Christian dogma be correct and not the myths of Ancient Greece--a paraphrase of a quote from Keats.  Third, as we have seen, The Church was becoming increasingly out of touch with contemporary culture; it was, in Keats’s mind, a harmful atavism that should and would be left behind.

Keats said it best in a sonnet of his from the year 1816:

Written in Disgust of Vulgar Superstition

The church bells toll a melancholy sound,
     Calling the people to some other prayers,
     Some other gloominess, more dreadful cares,
More hearkening to the sermon’s horrid sound.
Surely the mind of man is closely bound
     In some black spell; seeing that each one tears
     Himself from fireside joys, and Lydian airs,
And converse high of those with glory crown’d.
Still, still they toll, and I should feel a damp,--
      A chill as from a tomb, did I not know
That they are dying like an outburnt lamp;
    That ‘tis their singing, wailing ere they go
     Into oblivion;--that fresh flowers will grow,
And many glories of immortal stamp.   


Not so fast, John Keats! Like many of your contemporaries, you believed that reason would solve all our problems—albeit only eventually.  It didn’t turn out that way.  In addition, although the Church of England is a moribund institution in Great Britain, Christianity remains a potent force in Africa, the United States, and elsewhere.  Its traditions might be waning in Great Britain and elsewhere, but other religions, notably Islam, are thriving. Scientists are overwhelmingly secular, true—but most of the rest of the world’s population, especially those of us who are less educated or use religion as a means to gain political control, are not. 

Keats, like ever-increasing numbers of Westerners of all classes, was not religious—at least in the conventional sense.  What about in a non-conventional sense?  That is the question we shall attempt to answer in the next section.

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A friend of mine once told me that what is bad for the Jews is good for Judaism, and, conversely, what is good for the Jews is bad for Judaism.  In other words, during periods of persecution and resultant stress, one often turns to one’s religion for consolation; one also tends to ignore one’s faith during good times.  Did Keats become religious in a conventional sense when confronted with death?  Let us examine this possibility now.

Keats rarely talked about his early life, and it is easy to see why.  His father died in an accident when Keats was six; his doting mother abandoned him shortly thereafter only to return years later, dying from tuberculosis.  Keats, her eldest child, was the caretaker of the family; he took care of her until she died.  Keats was only fourteen at the time of her death.  After that, Keats and his siblings lived with their grandmother, Alice Jennings, where they remained until she died at the age of seventy-eight in December, 1814, several weeks after her grandson, John, had completed his twenty-fifth year.  She was a good woman, and provided  much needed stability and love.  Her passing affected the young poet deeply, as is demonstrated by the following sonnet which he wrote shortly after she died:

As from the darkening gloom a silver dove
    Upsoars, and darts into the Eastern light.
    On pinions that naught moves but pure delight,
So fled thy soul into the realms above,
Regions of peace and everlasting love;
    Where happy spirits, crown’d with circlets bright
    Of starry beam, and gloriously bedight,
Taste the high joy not but the blest can prove.
That thou or joinest the immortal quire
   In melodies that even Heaven fair
Fill with superior bliss, or, at desire
   Of the omnipotent Father, cleavest the air
On holy message sent—What pleasures higher?
   Wherefore does any grief our joy impair?  

Did Keats return to the arms of “the omnipotent Father,” having had a conversion experience after his beloved grandmother’s death?  If he did, it certainly didn’t last.  It is more likely that, confronted by the death of a loved one, Keats was in desperate need of consolation and wrote a poem in which death is not final, the finality of which he simply couldn’t accept at the time.  “And then an awful leisure came/Belief to regulate” is how Emily Dickinson referred to the time of intense mourning after a loved one’s death.  After his “awful leisure,” Keats’s “omnipotent Father” once again disappeared.

Keats didn’t share this poem with anyone; he undoubtedly read this deeply personal poem of poetic consolation many times when the loss of his grandmother was acutely felt.  It is not one of his best sonnets; I find it deeply moving nevertheless.

Among Keats's siblings, the ardent bibliophile, Tom, Keats’s younger brother, was closest to him in temperament.  Dying from tuberculosis, the family curse, Tom was lovingly taken care of by the poet, until the former died at age 19, when the later was 21.  Keats was reported to have been desperately seeking a spiritual consolation as the “awful leisure” returned, but couldn’t find one.

Four years later, Keats lay dying from the same disease; he was far away from family and his betrothed, sent abroad in a futile attempt to stem his illness by a sojourn in sunny Italy.  Although no one knew the nature of tuberculosis at the time, Keats by now was all too familiar with what lay before him.  Desperate for a consolation that didn’t entail magical thinking, he asked for several books, namely Jeremy Taylor’s Holy Living and Holy Dying, Pilgrim’s Progress, and a translation of Plato's works, but his friend and companion, Severn, could not find any of them in Rome,  a little over two and a half centuries before one click on the internet could have provided Keats with these books, and many more as well. As told by Aileen Ward, in her excellent biography of Keats, John Keats, the Making of a Poet, (page 392), Keats was in despair: “In his anguish he groaned against the 'malignant being' which denied him faith—that 'last cheap comfort, which every rogue and fool may have."'  His friend, Severn, was appalled by these words.

Keats directed that his tombstone should contain an image of a broken lyre, under which these words were to be chiseled in stone: Here lies a man whose name was writ in water.  He did not want his name to appear on it.  He died a terrible, painful death,  slowly drowning in his own secretions, without loved ones to ease his mental suffering and without any drug to ease his physical pain. 

Who could have expected anything else but despair from a very ambitious young man, who feared that he might cease to be before he wrote the great poems that were in him?  How poignant—and completely wrong—was his summation of his life as he lay dying: “I have left no immortal work behind me—nothing to make friends proud of my memory—but I have lov’d the principle of Beauty in all things, and if I had had time I would have made myself remembered.”

But his understandable despair at his impending death certainly did not reveal his true attitude toward life.  For him the experience of beauty had been a truly transcendent experience.  As he had written earlier: “What the imagination discovers as Beauty must be Truth—whether it existed before or not.”  This belief is best expressed by the immortal words that end a famous ode written in 1819: “'Beauty is truth, truth beauty,'—that is all/Ye know on earth, and all ye need to know.” God could no longer be found in prose; in poetry, however, the God-like transcendent reality of Beauty was very real for him, and did not need any dogmas to confirm its existence.  In this sense, Keats was very religious indeed.

If Keats had been old at the time of his death; having lived a life dedicated to Beauty, I am convinced that a Spanish proverb would be very applicable, which I now paraphrase:  When you are born, you cry while everyone smiles; if you die after a full life, everyone cries while you smile.


Keats, a deeply spiritual person and a great poet, was denied that smile.  I really hope he is smiling somewhere now; I doubt it, but I undoubtedly hope it is true.

10.08.2016

Rezension: Aller Tage Abend, ein Roman von Jenny Erpenbeck

Eine Rezension vom deutschen Literaturkreis, Baltimore, Maryland, USA

Aller Tage Abend
Von Jenny Erpenbeck
btb-Verlag, Tasdvhenbuchausgabe
München, 2014
283 Seiten




Auf dem Deckel dieses Romans, “Aller Tage Abend,” steht die Meinung eines Kritikers : « Dieses Buch wird bleiben. »  Ich aber nehme diesen Satz nur so an, dass, wie die Physik behauptet, Materie,  unter normalen Umständen, weder geschaffen noch zerstört werden kann.  Nur in diesem Sinne wird das, was diesen Roman ausmacht, noch in irgendeiner  Form bestehen, längst nachdem wir Zeitgenossen ichlos sind, meine ich.

Obwohl der Roman in Teilen interessant ist, bleibt er als Ganzes eine Stillgeburt—er lebt nicht.  Jenny Erpernbeck erzählt die Geschichte einer Familie, die der ihren ähnlich ist.  Die Grossmutter Erpenbeck war die bekannte DRR-Schriftstellerin und Schauspielerin, Hedda Zinner, die 1905 in Lemberg in Galizien geboren wurde und 1994 in einem deutschen Pflegeheim starb.  Im Buch kommt die Grossmutter 1905 in Galizien ans Licht; 1990 stirbt sie in einem Pflegeheim in Berlin.

Der Roman bietet einen Blick in die erschütternde deutsch/österreichische Geschichte des 20. Jahrhunders an, eine Zeitspanne, die auch den Lebensjahren der eigentlichen Grossmutter und der quasi-fiktiven Grossmutter des Romans entspricht.   Eins der Hauptthemen des Romans ist, in Erpenbecks Worte: “Wer enscheidet mit welchen Gedanken die Zeit erfüllt wird?”  Wahrscheinlich niemand.  Was geschieht, könnte anders geschehen.  Diese Erkenntnis kommt im Roman immer wieder vor; es ist der Grund warum so viele Konjunktivformen der Zeitwörter vorkommen, wie zum Beispiel:

Wäre die Grossmutter nur eine halbe Stunde später von zu Hause fortgegangen…oder wäre die des Lebens müde junge Frau nicht nach rechts…eingebogen…; oder hätte die Verlobte des schäbigen Mannes erst einen  Tage später die Verlobung gelöst;…ja, wäre sie dann ausgerutscht, hätte sich sogar ein Bein gebrochen, dann wäre…
                                                                   S. 135

So geht der Satz, drei Seiten lang.  Also, wenn eine dieser Möglichkeiten wirklich geschehen hätte, so hätte die junge Frau nicht sterben müssen.  Das erste Mal kommt dieses Stillmittel dem Leser interessant vor, aber es wird im Roman zu oft benutzt und bald  eher langweilig wirkt.

Der Vater von Jenny Erpenbeck ist der bekannte Physiker, John Erpenbeck.  Wie jeder, der für die Wissenschaften interessiert ist, weiss, spielt der Zufall in der Quuatumphysik eine führende Rolle.  Erpenbeck hat diese unheimliche Tatsache wohl von Jugend auf gewusst.  Das spürt man gut; das Zufällige ist gleichsam die Hauptfigur des Romans. In einem Teil stirbt die Grossmutter/Tochter; im nächsten steht sie auf und lebt weiter, vom Zufall erettet.  So was hätte geschehen können, aber so was ist nicht geschehen, usw.

Um das unpersönliche Quantumhafte der Welt zu betonen, kommen im Roman kaum Namen vor; nur sachliche Benennungen der Personen lesen wir, die die Beziehungen zueinander darstellen, wie,  zum Beispiel, “die Mutter,” “der Vater,” “die Grossmutter,” usw.  Beim Lesen bekommt man den Eindruck, dass in unserer Quantumwelt König Zufall herrscht; wir Menschen sind nur Blätter, die der Wind hin und her treibt.

Das ist eben das Problem.  Erpenbeck wollte oder wahrscheinlicher konnte nicht Charaktere schaffen.  Ideen sind wichtig, aber in der Literatur sind lebendige Figuren noch viel wichtiger.  Rauch ohne Feuer erstickt. 

Sympatie hat man mit den Charakteren keine.  Am Anfang ist die Mutter seitenlang  trostlos, als ihr Kind mit acht Monaten stirbt.  Aber wir kennen die namenlose Mutter nicht, und kann also Mitleid mit ihr nicht teilen oder selbst verstehen.  Nach dem Tod der Tochter im Konjunktiv; nach dem Tod der auferstandenen Tochter im Konjunktiv; nachdem die DDR-Schriftstellerin ausgerutscht ist und noch einmal stirbt, aufersteht sie noch mal im letzten Teil, um dann mit 90 Jahren in einem Pflegeheim endgültig zu verschwinden.  Ihr Sohn ist auch, wie die Mutter in Galizien, seitenlang trostlos.  Aber wenn ein Schattenriss ausradiert ist—was geht das den Leser an?

Im Roman geht hundertjahrelang alles schief.  Wenn etwas Gutes den Hauptfiguren geschehen hätte—und kein Jahrhhundert in der Wirklichkeit verläuft--selbst in Siberien—ohne mildere Tage, erfahren wir es nicht.  Nur Misere, nur Tod, nur Pech verfolgen uns, fast auf jeder Seite.

Hier ist der letzte Satz des Romans:

Viele Morgende wird er in dieser Frühe, die ganz allein ihm gehört, aufstehen und in die Küche gehen, und dort wird er so weinen, wie er noch niemals geweint hat, und dennoch wird er sich, während ihm der Rotz aus der Nase läuft, und er seine eigenen Träne verschluckt, fragen, ob diese merkwürdigen Laute und Krämpfe  wirklich alles sind, was dem Menschen gegeben ist, um zu trauern.
                                                                                                                                                                 S. 283

Für Erpenbeck betrübt das Leben pausenloses Rotzwetter, dessen traurige Tropfe  aus den Nasenlöchern des Zufalls auf die Menschen fallen, die man, mit seinen eigenen Tränen vermischt, verschlucken muss.  Ekelhaft-traurig sind die dicken Rotzwolken, durch welche die Sonne nie bricht—eine lange Reihe von solchen Tagen drückt den Leser so sehr, dass er gleichsam ein Fenster vor einer besseren Welt öffnen muss, um nach frische Luft zu schnappen.

Ach, diese Deutschen mit ihren trüben Ideenromanen, sagte ich mir.  Wie ein bekannter ungarischer Schriftsteller behauptete, kommt oft in deutschen Romanen nur der Kopf vor.  Wo ist das Herz? Wo ist de Leidenschaft? Völlig verheimlicht, mit Ideen bedeckt!

Ach diese Deutschen mit ihren Kopfwerken!  Aber da habe ich Unrecht.  Nachdem ich diesen Roman beendigte, nahm ich “Ich und Kaminski,” einen Roman von Daniel Kehlmann zur Hand—Dieser von Kopf und Körper geprägter Roman lebt von der ersten Seite an!

“Ich und Kaminski,” das unsere Gruppe demnächst liest, bespreche ich in der nächsten Rezension, die ich kurz nach unserem nächsten Treffen am 11. Dezember 2016 posten werde.  Ich lade Euch ein, ihn mitzulesen, und freue mich auf Eure Kommentare.  Jene Rezension wird positiver als diese sein, das verspreche ich Euch!



Anmerkungen

Mein besonderer Dank gilt Mary Upman vom Deutschen Literaturkreis in Baltimore.  Sie hat diese Rezension vorsichtig korrigiert and verbessert  Vielen Dank, Mary!

Weitere Artikel auf deutsch von Thomas Dorsett (Googeln Sie den Titel und dem Namen, Thomas Dorsett)

1. Jakob der Lügner, von Jurek Becker
2. Die Weisheit und das Alter

3. Ruhm von Daniel Kehlmann
4. Die letzte Welt von Christoph Ransmeyer
5. Die Herrlichkeit des Lebens von Michael Kumpfmüller
6. Nacht ist der Tag von Peter Stamm
7. Amon von Jennifer Teege und Nikola Sellmair

9.28.2016

The First Presidential Debate, September 26, 2016




September 26, 2106, 8 P.M.  Dressed in flaming red, the matador faces the bull(y).  The result: Olé!

If you're for Trump, something's the matter with you, if you're still undecided, what's the matter with you?, and if you're for Hillary, nothing's the matter with you and, like me, if you follow the news, you are most likely fatigued.

Someone who has stiffed workers; someone who doesn't read books; someone who is already an international pariah and hopes to be a national one as well; someone who has no policies, no plans; someone who makes Narcissus look like Mahatma Gandhi; someone who doesn’t merely dip his toes in bigotry, racism, and misogyny but thrashes about in sordid muck for all to see; someone who has been flagrantly dishonest in business; someone who thinks it's wise to escape paying taxes, etc., etc.

(In case something is really the matter with you, let me tell you: it isn't her.)

Do we need any more evidence--which Trump continues to provide--to conclude that he is temperamentally, intellectually and morally unfit to be president of the United States?  Isn't it enough to recall that for years he was the birther movement's garbage truck, delivering refuse to susceptible minds like a mad de-sanitation engineer?

At the beginning of the debate, he tried his best to come across as a normal child.  By the end, his inner raging toddler sniffed and ripped into the mike.  This pathological spoiled child just can't take any criticism.  Everyone knows--he must know it as well--that his behavior has been wildly erratic.  Instead of promising to improve, he rants that he not only has a good temperament, but that it is "by far" his best characteristic.  He goes on to accuse the hyperprepared Hillary of being unstable--he even claims that she--who amazed us all by remaining unflappable during eleven hours of partisan interrogation before Congress--lacks stamina!!  By this time, Trump looked like a tired old man, while she looked en pleine forme and--what is rare for her in public appearances--even looked almost comfortable.

While Trump squawked on, pursed-lipped Hillary looked bemused; her expression was sooo ironic-- (It reminded me of what Mae West said during her trial for a play she wrote which--it is now hard to believe--many thought obscene.  Judge: Miss West, are you trying to show contempt to this court?  West, in that sultry voice of hers, replied: No, judge, I'm doing my very best to hide it.)

Cicero, once you replace Cataline with Trump, sums up the mess we're in better than any op-ed columnist ever has:  Quo usque tandem abutere, Trumpe, patientia nostra?  Quam diu etiam furor iste tuus eludet? Quem ad finem sese effrenata iacabit audacia?...O tempora!  O mores! (Translation: Tell me, Trump, how long shall you abuse our patience? How long shall you mock us with your madness?  When will that unbridled audacity with which you swagger about now, end? O the times!  O the morals!)

There are many garden-variety narcissists around.  But trying to transplant a nation-eating weed onto the White House lawn is truly unprecedented.  That there are so many little trumps who would like to see it watered with patriots' tears is frightening--O tempora, O mores, indeed.

Just about everyone who looks like me is a conservative.  (I'm old and I'm white.)  I would like to consider, even if only briefly, voting for a conservative at least one time in my life.  Well, it's probably not going to be any time soon--Munchkins, scarecrows, tin men and cowardly lions, Republican Party, shame on you!

It's not good for democracy when rational people have, in effect, only one choice.  Must we choose between a hawk and a loon?  Yes, we must.  The hawk has good eyesight and has a wide perspective. The cartoon loon has eyes that roll around in the opposite direction from each other--it should never have been let loose to stray from its  gilded cage.  If I had had my choice, both birds would fly away and be replaced by a dove--you know who I mean.

But the hawk can learn; the hawk can be tamed.  The hawk may well yet prove to be an eagle.  

Must we choose between a potentially great American eagle and a flaky, orange-tufted loon?  Yes, we must.





9.06.2016

Why I Stand Up for the National Anthem (Most of the Time)


On August 26, 2016, during a preseason football game, Colin Kaepernick, a quarterback on the San Francisco 49ers team, refused to stand during the national anthem.  When he was asked why, he replied, "I am not going to show pride in a flag that oppresses black people and people of color.  To me, this is bigger than football and it would be selfish on my part to look the other way.  There are bodies in the street and people getting paid leave and getting away with murder."   Was he being disrespectful or conscientious?  Was he being anti-American or patriotic?

Kaepernick was, of course, exercising his First Amendment right to free speech.

His reaction made me think of why I stand up during the national anthem--well, most of the time.  On one occasion, for a different reason, I did just what the quarterback did.

My wife Nirmala and I had a subscription to the Baltimore Symphony Orchestra for many years.  Every season began with a rousing rendition of the Star Spangled Banner. 

 On a September night in 2003, the concert hall becomes silent. The conductor springs to the podium and raises her hands.  A moment later, the three descending notes of a major triad, supported by full orchestra, resounds through the hall--the national anthem has begun! 

This was obviously music to my neighbors' ears, but not, at that time, to mine. I was furious about Bush's disastrous invasion of Iraq, begun six months earlier.  So much suffering caused by one of the worst presidents in U.S. history--and for no better reason than (in Bush's words) to "kick ass!"--even though Iraq had nothing to do with 9/11!  When the music began, everyone rose from their seats--well, almost everyone.  I refused to stand up for an anthem representing a country that was going along with such a reprehensible, criminal activity.

I got a few angry stares, nothing more than that.  Since I am an obscure poet, as far removed from the limelight as the capital of the country, Georgia, is from the capital of the state of Georgia, the little incident was soon forgotten.

After that, I stood up during the anthem for no better reason than that I could hit all the notes and enjoyed singing with a full voice.  But deep down there were and there are other reasons.  Two of those reasons I would like to discuss now.

1.  Free Speech, the First Amendment

The ten amendments to the Constitution, known as the Bill of Rights and ratified in 1791, are indeed something to be proud of.  The First Amendment, reads as follows:

Congress shall make no restrictions respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof, or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press, or the right of the people peacefully to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances


All aspects of the amendment are important; in this article we will focus on free speech, which both Mr. Kaepernick and I practiced on separate occasions, thirteen years apart from each other.

The right to free speech is indeed one of the things that makes America great--pace Trump, no "again" needed.    Many countries do not guarantee this basic right to their citizens; I will provide three examples of how free speech has been abrogated around the world.

A. When King George lll was declared incompetent in 1811, the Prince of Wales, who eventually became George lV  upon his father's death in 1821, was declared regent--hence the term for this period, the Regency era.   On the Regent's fiftieth birthday in 1812, an English newspaper declared him the "Glory of the People" and an "Adonis in Loveliness."  This was too much for Leigh Hunt, who was best known for his friendship with Keats, to bear.  He soon published a more accurate description of the royal playboy. In Hunt's words, he was "a corpulent man of fifty" and " a violator of his word, a libertine over head and ears in disgrace, a despiser of domestic ties and the companion of gamblers and demireps." Hunt's depiction wasn't slander, it was quite accurate.  Nevertheless, he was tried for libel and subsequently spent a year in jail.

B.  In India, the national anthem is routinely played before movie showings.  There have been several cases of moviegoers being  ejected from theaters for not standing up while a soundtrack of the anthem was being played. For instance, in 2014, a young man named Salman S had to pay a stiff fine for allegedly hooting during the anthem.  Not only that, his passport was confiscated.  In India, anyone who disrespects national symbols can be prosecuted under The Prevention of Insults to National Honour Act of 1971.

I am not criticizing the government of India; I am too unfamiliar with the context in which this law was passed.  But I'm pleased that the U.S. doesn't have any regulation even remotely similar--for what could be more un-American than this law, the very title of which is an outrage to American sensibilities?

C.  In Russia, one is required by law to stand during the national anthem.  A recent bill has been passed, as yet unsigned by Putin, that specifies a jail term for up to three years for mocking the national anthem, including changing or making fun of the lyrics.

When I was a pre-teen, I wrote a parody of the U.S. anthem.  We all knew the mocking phrase,  "Jose can you see any bedbugs on me?"  I decided to complete the lyric in that vein:

Jose can you see/any bedbugs on me/if you can't see them rant/perhaps you need glasses--I forget the second stanza, so we will proceed to the ending: Right now on my head/see them bury their dead/Hear them groan in their home/though most are unwed/Jose, all these bedbugs/ are getting me down/Take a few, start a zoo/on your mangified crown!

A silly version, no doubt, but if silly poems were punishable by time in prison, there would have to be more prisons in the U.S. than there are fast-food joints.

Would a pimply kid like I was then be put in jail in Russia for writing a parody of the Russian national anthem?  What American would like to find out?

These three examples are three among many around the world; there are, unfortunately, many that are far worse.

2. The Fourth Amendment

Another reason for Americans to be proud!  This is the amendment that guarantees the right of citizens to be "secure in their persons," and protects them from "unreasonable searches."

One egregious example here: I met a lady who escaped from Nazi Germany just in time.  She told me that she had no idea that she was Jewish until the Nazis determined that she was.  If she had remained in Germany, an inevitable knock would have come to the door, while she and her family were sleeping.

Today, dissidents are thrown in jail in China.  In Russia, a recent NY Times article reported that opponents of Putin are beginning to disappear.

Next time you think that members of Congress are acting abominably--which, admittedly, many of them are--be consoled by the fact that they're only trying to verbally destroy their opponents.

We do indeed have many reasons to stand during our national anthem--including the freedom to remain sitting.

Conclusion

Now that I'm older, I feel I can put the United States' positives and negatives into better perspective.  As an amateur student of history, it is clear to me that there has never been a major power in history that didn't occasionally, and often more than occasionally, behave abominably.  This does not provide an excuse for abuses of power; it does, however, provide context--While protesting the minuses, one should not forget the pluses. If its minuses and pluses add up to zero or less, that country is a bad place in which to live.  I don't think we have reached that point in the United States, and I hope we never will.  

Good laws need to be practiced in good faith, or they risk being reduced to mere words on paper.  In the case of the First Amendment, first-amendment behavior of the citizenry is essential.  Free speech means that if you protest something, you tacitly acknowledge that you might be wrong; the same thing applies to anyone who protests that specific protest.  Free speech means that all views should be out in the open; the diamonds, burnished by public discourse, will eventually outshine the fakes. If, however, the "other side" demonizes and slanders its opponents; if the "other side" dehumanizes the protester and reacts with anger instead of with a well-thought out counter protest, democracy is being undermined.  

 Unfortunately, there is a lot of fake jewelry being forced on  Americans by fellow Americans these days. Regarding Mr. Kaepernick's protest, many responses were very appropriate.  You don't have to agree with him, good comments asserted; the right to protest is sacrosanct.  I was pleased to discover that the management of Mr. Kaepernick's football team strongly defends his First Amendment rights.  As might be expected, there have been vile and vulgar comments against the quarterback as well.

The police union of the Santa Ana police deportment has threatened to no longer supply security to 49ers games if the team doesn't discipline Mr. Kaepernick.  Since security is provided by police volunteers, they have a right not to volunteer.  But the idea that the team should abrogate Mr. Kaeprnick's First Amendment rights is, well, just about as anti-American as you can get.

As a democracy and a major power, the United States will always be the subject of protest and celebration.  There have been terrible abuses--the fact that Congress has been bought off by the NRA and refuses to pass any form of gun control in a country prone to violence is nothing short of disgusting.  This is a reason to sit down during the national anthem if there ever was one--in my opinion, at least.  That the First Amendment is still in effect, however, is a reason to stand proudly.  I firmly believe that if there aren't a few who remain sitting during the national anthem, we run the danger of complacency and conformity; what we need is engaged determination to do the most important thing of all, namely to work towards the day when the words"liberty, equality and justice for all" become an accurate description of the way we are treated and the way we treat everyone else.

When a man or a woman acts according to his or her conscience, it is always a cause for celebration.  What should be the American response to Mr Kapernick's protest, whether one agrees with it or not?  Two words come to mind.  Thank you.