On
a recent visit to Amsterdam, (May, 2023), we visited the famous 1639 Portuguese
synagogue, which still serves the Sephardic community of Amsterdam today. At
the bookstore, Michael Wex's book on the Yiddish language, Born to Kvetch,
leaped out to me. What a photo! Well, I had to purchase a copy. which proved to
be a very good read.
You
see, although I don't wear a bowler hat and do not sport my forelocks in a
payes, I, too, was born to kvetch, no doubt about it. (Kvetch is a Yiddish word
meaning to complain. I noticed, months later, that the winning word in the
National Spelling bee was knaidel, dumpling, which was pronounced
in three syllables, The Yiddish kn is, however, monosyllabic.
Well, I would have won that spelling bee, along with the Indian youth who won
the prize. No surprises there, once I saw a comedy sketch in which an Indian
boy won first prize in Ebonics), but the youth who won the spelling bee apparently had no idea what the
word knaidel meant.
I
kvetch a lot. I sometimes feel quite inadequate, blaming myself for not helping
my fellow human beings enough. And I kvetch about being old and afflicted with
Parkinson's Disease; I torture myself that it might now be too late to
accomplish things I would like.
Dorsett,
stop complaining! You still can talk; you still can walk; you still can
write.
Yes,
you still can walk, albeit with a cane. Maybe a little gratitude will help
unkvetch the frown on your face when you just have to sit down. So I
decided to try it.
So
many things I take for granted. With a flip of a switch, day extends into the
night. With a flip of the wrist, I experience the benefits of indoor plumbing.
Though my handwriting has become unreadable, I can still tap words into my
computer. I have friends; I have acquaintances. Even more important, I have a
wonderful wife and a wonderful son. Though I don't see well at all, I am not
totally blind, and still can read with the help of large-print books.
I've reached old age, no longer dependent on a so-called living wage. As my
stepfather once said, any day that you're still breathing is a good day. Or as
a comedian once said, if you're not in the obituary, eat breakfast. I shall
with a smile.
Yeah,
right. I repeat: Dorsett, stop kvetching!
2.
For
our nature book club, we recently read a very good book, The Bird Way, by
Jennifer Ackermann. We learned that 'bird brain' is an unfair characterization
of the neurology of birds. The neurons are small, yes but they pack a
whallop. Birds are even theorized to start fires, so they can have easy access
to stampeding prey. Some species, such as turkey vultures, use their keen sense
of smell to locate carrion. Corvids and parrots are amazing problem-solvers.
The species variation is great, although it’s hard to agree with the alas! part of pigeons on the grass,
alas, alas—pigeons are not the brightest bulbs in the avian kingdom, although
they are far from simple.
Observing birds closely, I
decided I needed to add a bird house to my back yard. My son Philip purchased a
see-through bird house of clear plastic which I could attach to my window.
This allows us to watch birds eat the feed we have placed in the bird house. We got to
know a cardinal pair, (Cardinal Joseph and Sunyatta) and Morris the squirrel;
plus a host of many other birds.
As you might imagine, it
inspired me to write a poem, “The Diaphanous Bird House,” which follows:
John feels
he has seeds left to scatter
Before he
unmatters forever--
Soon, on
the snowside of the glass,
Scarlet
amazement appears.
The
cardinal takes what Crumplejohn offers:
A handful
of protein, caraways seeds.
A robin
alights; a squirrel approaches;
Red wings
soar skyward; John disappears.
John’s ego disappears at the amazing sight; for a while there is no border between the world and him. (I hope he doesn’t come across as being too ‘crumpled.’) John was ecstatic, that is, beside himself with joy. A good approximation about how I felt.
O the
glorious existence of nature, who is neither a he, she, or it. Existence
without ego is the garden of Eden, which is populated not only by birds, but by (sometimes) wise flightless beings, us—we sometimes come close to reality
and all of us can put in effort to come closer. But there is a catch.
Birds are
‘nervous,’ always on alert for potential predators. . If, say, a sparrow weren’t
alert and ready to fly away at the slightest hint of danger, from a perceived
threat to a warning call from fellow feathered creature, how long would the
sparrow survive? If a sparrow’s perennial alertness relaxed, you’d find more
satisfied raptors in the world than there actually are. Birds have to be always
alert; if not, there wouldn’t be any birds.
So here’s
another reason not to kvetch. Humans are no longer prey to other animals. We
don’t have to worry—the vast majority of us, at least—that a tiger or bear is
going to pounce and remove us from Earth as efficiently as an eagle with a
mouse in its talons.
So be
thankful! And let me end with a final kvetch. Human beings prey on each other. homo homini lupusi man is wolf to ,man. (Which is an insult to wolves; wolves need to hunt to feed fellow
wolves; their ‘evil’ is thus severely limited.
So be thankful
that planes overhead contain passengers and not bombs. Be thankful and
do what you can to bring peace to those areas where planes drop bombs.
So let me
be very thankful for what we have. While it lasts. Stop kvetching and start
helping~ Kvetching doesn’t do any good. I have, in my old age, still a lot to
learn.
